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Saturday, May 17, 2008 ( 7:03 AM )

EVER FELT YOUR PARENTS DONT TRUST YOU? I BET SO....I FEEL IT ALL THE TIME AROUND MY DAD BUT I KNEW THAT HE WAS NOT TO BE BLAMED FOR SUSPECTING ME AS I HAVE DONE THINGS THAT FORCES HIM TO DO SO SO I DONT REALLY CARE, BUT TODAY HE JUST BLEW IT . ALL I DID WAS I CALLED HIM AND TOLD HIM I FINISHED TUITION IN TAMPINES , HE SAID HE WOULD FETCH ME BUT I WAS NOT IN A GOOD MOOD AND WANTED TO JUST WASTE ABIT OF TIME BEFORE REACHING BACK TO MY HOME. MY TONE WAS QUITE FUMBLY AS I COULD NOT PHRASE MY SENTENCE PROPERLY....AND GUESS WHAT HE STARTS THINKING THAT I WANT TO MEET FRIENDS AND COME HOME LATE OR THE USUAL CRAP.....HE THINGS IM SMOKING _l_.

TILL DATE I HAVE LISTENED OBEDIENTLY LIKE A DOG , I DONT GO OUT SO MUCH PERHAPS ONCE IN A FOUR MONTHS .WHEN I FINISH SCHOOL I HAVE TO BE BACK BY 3. I AM LIKE BEING TRACKED 24/7....WHAT THE FUCK MAN! IM TURNING 16 I DONT NEED SO MUCH PROTECTION AND CARE IM NO MORE THAT KID YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND DAD , I DONT WANT TO WALK IN YOUR SHADOWS ANY MORE .IS IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND.........I CAN GTIVE YOU MANY EXAMPLES OF KIDS WHO LOOKED LIKE THEY HAD A BRIGHTER FUTURE THEN ME BACK THEN BUT NOW HAVE TURNED BAD...........THIS JUST SUCKS MAN I HAVE TO DO SOMETING ABOUT IT , ITS JUST THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO THEM.....

TODAY AFTERNOON MY BROTHER WON AN AWARD FOR SOME CRAP ........MOM TOLD ME I WOULD HAVE WON BUT I MISSED BY 3.4 % SAD BUT I DONT CARE ITS ONLY $200 WHICH I DONT GET TO USE ....FUCKING SHIT LUCKY I DIDNT GET IT I MEAN IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE.................................................... ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I FEEL I AM NOT A BAD SON I M DOING WHAT IM TOLD ALL I NEED IS MY SPACE IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR???? AND ALSO AN INCREASE OF OF MY POCKET MONEY BY 25% WHICJH IS JUST A DOLLAR BY THAT YOU CAN TELL MY MISERABLE POCKET MONEY WHICH I CANT SAVE AND ENDED UP NO SAVINGS _l_. ITS SUCKS THIS WHOLE DAY IS FUCKING BLOWN!