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Friday, July 18, 2008 ( 3:22 AM )

HELLO!!!!!! IM BACK...SO I THINK THAT. RECENTLY MANY THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND I HAVE HARDLY GOTTEN TIME TO BLOG AND EVEN IF I HAD THE TIME I WAS JUST TOO LAZY SO SORRY. ANYWAYS JUST CAME BACK FROM SCHOOL.....ME AND A FEW OF THE 4E3 GUYS WERE PRACTISING FOR NEXT WEKS FREEBIE COMPETITION....FIRST TIME I DECIDED THAT LETS GO MAKE SOM NAME AND I HOPE TO MAKE A REMARKABLE GAME OUT OF IT. JUST GOT BACK MY TEST RESULTS FOR VECTORS I GOT 8/25...LOL EVERYONE WHO SAW WERE SHOCKED OF MY RESULTS BUT IM NOT I KNOW I HAVE FALLEN TO DEEP AND IM REALLY FEELING FUCKED UP EVERY SINGLE POINT KNOWING THAT IM NOT THE GUY ...IT JUST HITS ME DAMN HARD...CIGARETTES TOO ARE WHAT I WANT NOW AS IF IM ADDICTED BUT IM WANT TO STOP...MY BEST FRIEND SAYS I WAS A HOPE FOR MY O LEVELS BUT AFTER RECENT EVENTS I HAVE TOTALLY LOST IT AND NOW IN TOO ALL THIS.... I JUST DONT KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN I JUST WISH I DONT HAVE TO SEE ALL THIS AND BE WHO I WAS LAST YEAR NOT SARCASTIC NOT RUDE NOT EVIL .....BUT NOW IM SHIT MAN. WHAT DO I DO I JUST CANNOT TAHAN ANYMORE I NOT THAT STRONG YOU KNOW I TOO HAVE A BREAKING POINT JUST THAT I DONT SHOW IT!!!!

ALSO WHATEVER HAPPENED IN CLASS IS TOTALLY PISSING ME OFF TODAY EVERYTIME COME IN AND NAG SO DEMORALISING BUT I DONT CARE LA SAY ALL THIS SHIT AS IF I GOING TO GET SAFFECTED CARRY ON NAGGING LA USELESS MAN JUST ACT ENGLISH GOOD. I LAST NIGHT TRIED TO WRITE WHAT I COULD USING TEXTBOOK AND MY OWN GUIDEBOOKS AND ALL I GET IS"YOU WANT ME TO MARK THIS KIND OF SLOPPY WORK I M BUSY YOU KNOW...BLAH BLAH ". AIYAH LAZY TOO TEACH SAY LA I GO FIND OTHER ALTERNATIVES..........AND SHAFIQ HAD A POINT BUT WE JUST COULD NOT SUPPORT HIM CAUSE WE DID NOT HAVE OUR FACTS RIGHT SO FIGHTING WOULD BE FRUITLESS AND BESIDES 93 DAYS IS NOT VERY LITTLE TIME I CAN JUMP 24 POINTS N MAKE IT 14 IN NO STRESS MAN BUT I DOT KNOW IF THIS SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE NOW GOING TO MAKE THAT POSSIBLE .........TC EVERYONE I HOPE TO BLOG SOON AGAIN